I left the house this morning, beating myself up-
I was critical toward others in my mind,
Impatient with the kids-
The ground I had gained seemed lost.
Where was that positive gentle teacher?
I made a couple of big mistakes this week,
And I feel like I lost some ground.
Instead of accepting forgiveness,
I have become despondent.
God I need your love,
So I can give it away-
Help me to face the enemy within,
To accept your love,
and find your peace-